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oh em gee

2009-06-03T20:27:00.003+08:00

My last post on this thing was a year ago! My my, how time flies. Maybe to commemorate such an event, i ought to get someone to give me a kewpie doll. Or, not. If this is exactly a year after my last post, it means exactly a year ago, I was preparing (-cough-) for that piano exam thingy-ma-jiggy. It was really long ago, huh. Eunise, Val, if you ever read this, lets get together and play the entire concerto again :D I miss practising that with you two, even if I was the one who kept stuffing up. At least I can't stuff up anymore right? :)

Last year, in the end, I never did memorize that speech. Just like my english lit quotes, it's but a fuzzy memory. I can't play more than the first line of the k331 now, but I can still remember three or four variations of the twinkles HAHA. Not bad, considering I rarely practised. oh and, none of you came. ~~bitches~~

ANYWAY.

What else did I write...Oh, the theory exam. We all did really well in the end. hm...LOL. "tegomass's new pv came out, ai ai gasa." THAT WAS SO A YEAR AGO, HAHA. But now there's another CD release comming :) Arashi too. Arashi is really on a roll these days, since Happiness? or even before? I only really got into fandom around the time of Yamada Taro Monogatari, so idrk.

I also wrote about my love for NEWS, which still exists, but i'm back in to KAT-TUN again. It makes sense, kind of, since it was Akanishi that really dragged me into the fandom. I mean, Arashi did first, but my love for them was dying by the day, and the cycle moved from Jin to HSJ! to NEWS for nearly an entire year (no really, my 'news anniversary' is written in my diary) and then jumping around the senpai groups before setting back for kat-tun. Right, I should flail a bit to prove my point.

Break the Records is amazing. Kame's solo can screw up your head in so many different ways. There's the red lipstick, the female kimono, the smearing (oh my garden the smearing), the the the strange sucking noises (i know, wth, but its sexy) and the exposed shoulder, the sword and the water. MY GOSH. I don't know how he's planning to top these performances next tour season.

On the other hand, HSJ! is even more biased lately. I love yama-chan and chii, but I miss Yuto too, and I'd like to see Ryutaro with solo lines please :) They need an album soon, it's already been four singles!

Where is my NEWS winter diamond concert tour dvd? I want to flail over tego-nyan again.

Lol, over a year in the JE fandom, and this is my life. XD

Three more exams to go. :)

- Sashimi

melancholic STRESSMUCH ??

2008-06-03T22:11:00.002+08:00

mood;; stressed
music;; ai igai no nandemo nai
addiction;; ryo-chan ._."

a while since my last update, but this'll be a quick and info packed one, i guess. tomorrow is the math test, assignment one, so not too bad, but... ><" I think i'm going to phail this bad. i don't know some of it... ARGHHH

but thats the least of my worries, sad, ne? the concert's on saturday, the big one. st cecilia exams. Is everyone comming? It's at the Mount pleasant baptist church on saturday, the 7th of June, 2008. In other words, THIS. FREAKING. SATURDAY. the finale concert's from 5pm til 6:30pm, so please come if you have time. Admission fee is a gold coin donation for the church.

Venue: Mount Pleasant Baptist Church Auditorium
497 Marmion Street, Booragoon.

Yes, so come okay? srsly, i haven't worked my azz off for this only to have no one attend! I still need to practise more. -sigh-

The twinkle variations are awesome, i'll pull it off well enough, maybe except four and two, as i still get them mixed up. And one, maybe, since i change to seven in the middle of it. I'm actually confident with the first movement of the k331, but the trio and alla turca is kinda worrisome, and i hope that we don't speed up half way through, or i might not make it. I'm fine with the concerto, except for the trill counting, which i'm still constantly getting wrong. is it me or are we changing the rules for that every week?!

and the k545 is nothing to worry about, i've got it. the rehersal last saturday was good, and i didn't make a mistake for the second movement, so i'm confident with that one fully. hahaha. but i still need to practise on repeat :P i'll review all pieces this week. Four days left.

I haven't memorized my speech for the exam either, i don't think i can pull it off at all. Theres a lot i can write, but not a lot i'll actually remember. I think i'm stressing too much. but it was like 300 dollars to get this done, and i'm hoping this is one of my last big performances ever. i don't think i'd be able to take this again and again.

one thing's for sure -- i'm never becomming a proper musician. srsly, not my thing at all. too much stress and worry and USGHSGHOSRT:LHMEA:RLHMEO:TM:Er/

anyway. that's my update. please come to the concert, i has no fren. ;'(

symphonic rain ;;

2008-05-25T00:33:00.002+08:00

mood: sickkkk
music: ai ai gasa -- Tegomass
addiction: onigokko xP

lol, i'm not dead. its been a while since my last update though. i must do my best to update, i guess. But this week had half sucked! wed was the theory exam, i did grade three. so joyce and me got picked up after 3rd period, and went to my house to watch the news concert while eating udon. then we picked up val and eunise and went to uwa.

srsly, like 3/4ths of the people there were azn, and there was this old lady at the front of the room, and i thought she was the example person, you know? showing what the other kids were supposed to do. It was all the grade 2,3 and 6 ppl, so yeah. turns out, she was going grade 6.

they used the mermaid, but the grade twos got the EASIEST song, something about three ships. lucky teng and joyce ==" but i regret not bringing my camera, the place was really beautiful. ohoh, inside the exam room, the tension was HEAVY. srsly, it was like someone was compressing the whole room or something. Val and I sat quite close though, and i could see joyce from where i sat, so it was reassuring.

We all finished about the same time, so we still had half the test time left, but yeah. we all left. hahaha. got to walk around and stuff, and watch duckies sleep. its amazing how they can use their bodies as a pillow, turning their head right around.

anyway, i got sick on friday, and its horrible! joyce and eryn are sick too. its like we all passed to each other. only a sore throat, but i suspect i'm comming down with a cold now. but at least the concert isn't for another two weeks. i think i'll get better by then. hopefully.

tegomass's new pv came out, ai ai gasa. as much as i fangirl over this song and its pv, tesshi looks way better in summer time!! when his hair is a darker shade of brown, so cute. haha, my opinion anyway. I also watched kat-tun's new pv, 'Don't u ever stop'. and really, they don't get much sexier than this. :Q

i'm glad though, my favourite johnny groups have totally dominated may; summer time, dreams come true, don't u ever stop, ai ai gasa. I haven't checked for any arashi or kanjani updates yet. i'll leave that for tomorrow.

i've been watching onigokko repetitivly, as well. tegoshi is SOOOO cute. ahaha how he gets so scared when he sees an oni. and the haunted house episode of ya-ya-yah is hilarious. kusano is sooooo funny. i'd be scared to death in there, and that little girl, shige is right about something so simple being so scary at the same time. ah man, i love news~

anyway, thats my uninformative report for now. bb~

symphonic weather ;;

2008-05-11T00:53:00.002+08:00

mood: Sleepy
music: Summer Time -- NEWS
addiction: Tegoshi

its been a while since the last update, so i thought i should update, to keep qian off my case and all :] Lately, life has been good, and its actually not too stressful. I read all of the english novel, it was boring. reaaaally boring. So boring that i'm writing about how bad it is for my english assignment.

we had a shot yesterday, for the cervical cancer thing. It didn't hurt as much as i thought it would, but i felt really weird for the rest of the day. No side effects, thankfully. everyone was shuffling behind eachother, so i decided to be brave and go first. i'm couragous!! i think i just spelt that incorrectly though.

I have more love for NEWS now, they've taken over my mind, but i still love akanishi <3 hahaha, but its fun. I know i'll probably never get to meet them in my life time, but i want to continue supporting them. I will buy plenty of their stuff when i go overseas this year. I will.

i can't really think of anything to talk about, really. but what was funny was when we went into the class room and eryn looked around and said "YES, MS [name here] ISNT HERE TODAY" it was really loud, very funny. But yes, i can't think straight. I'll post again another day.

-sashimi

symphonic updates ;;

2008-04-30T18:01:00.002+08:00

mood: mixed? ha?
music: Chirarizumu -- Kato Shigeaki + Koyama Keiichiro
addiction: Tesshi <3

woah. its been a while since my update, so school has started already. lets see...so on my last update, I can't remember what I talked about. i'm not going to bother reading it again, so i'll just start from the second week of holidays.

the first sunday was the piano concert, which i'm sure i've covered in one of the previous posts. monday I stayed home and emo'd a bit, i remember posting something of it. tuesday and wed was full of drama watching. 1 litre of tears. i'm sure i talked about it already. asshole-kun <3

thurs and fri was full of piano cramming. It went well, and i finished my composers work, along with memorizing everything. I just need a little touch up on some movements and a couple of the variations. saturday I went baddy with the piano group. omg. i made this card tower, but it fell. AFTER i took a picture >:] take that stupid gravity. or whatever.

sunday was freaking awesome. I went to eryns house and watched the WHOLE news concert [never ending wonderful story] the WHOLEEEE thing. and they gave a copy to me too. they're such wonderful people. monday was..piano? yeah. piano again. practise and stuff. tuesday I stayed home and finished my composer work I think. wed was piano again, with the happy quartet. we completed the concerto safely and invincibly. take that. we are MADE of win.

THURSDAY WAS EVEN MORE FREAKING AWESOME. I went by BUS to NORTHBRIDGE with ERYN AND MEGHAN for KARAOKE. It was reaaaaaaally fun. and we had bbt too. it was as lovely as i remember it being. I like it. I like utopia bubbletup. we sang lots, then we even took the bus home. Val came over after I think, and we talked and stuff. i think.

Friday and saturday were full of gaming. it was good. very very good. i have five maxed characters now. a high priest, crit sinx, biochemist, magic ninja, and a sniper. I'm still in progress with my gunslinger, but I may restart it later, since i actually have no idea how it works. >>

sunday eryn elain and qian came. qian told me to post in my blog again, thus the reason i'm posting now. joyce got back from camp the day before, i think. but she couldn't make it to the group meeting. qian had to leave early. she wanted to ditch us and hang out with her other friends D: TRAITORRR. oh, and homework.

monday was piano again, same old. then yesterday, school started again. err, not so happy. but its okay. omg, I had a test yesterday in science, and I really didn't know. or I forgot. but it was hard. I got it back today, and i did okay. 35/50. and considering most of my usual scores for science, this isn't too bad. at least i got most right.

while we were outside our sose class, eryn turned to me and said "here comes DEATH" haAHAHAHAHAHaHahAhAhaHAHAHAH because we saw the one she described. omg, that really killed me, hahaha. sose is borinteresting as always. konbi word. and in jap, we learnt about the word 'neeeeeeeeee~'. eryn kept doing the 'kuchi zuke wo' thing, and it was awesome. srsly. I kept doing the "BELIEVE" thing, and together, we did the "UMAI!" "OISHII!" thing. Ah. news is love.

today, we kept singing chirarizumu and miso soup. I like singing Hadashi no Cinderella Boy. Tegoshi's bit is most fun as always. I love his voice so much...and I know eryn loves it too. She just loves her Shige more. hahaha. its a good thing. Val's in love with massu. she likes buff guys. like daniel henney.

anyway, thats all for now. thankyou for reading until here. It was long. :]

symphonic relief ;;

2008-04-19T00:39:00.002+08:00

mood: awesome
music: hoshi wo mezashite [with crack subs] -- NEWS
addiction: .....NEWSSSSS! TEGOSHIIIII. and akanishi <3

watching the crack subs that this one person made of several pvs by various artists has upped my mood significantlyyyy~ i can't find link right now, so i'll post it in my next entree. its sooooo funny. and kinda true. I never really realized how arashi -- minus ohno -- can't really dance. oh, but news can. massu is freaking awesome in his ITS B.A.D. solo. its damn funny too.

the hoshi wo mezashite one is to die for. srsly. hehe, i want uchi and kusano to return as well. uchi's sooo pretty. and kusano has such an interesting personalityyy~ just like everyone else in news, except really unique.

piano's going well. we finished k.331's variations today, plus the minuet, trio and alla turca. monday will be for the concertoooo! i'll memorize my last three pages tomorrow. its mostly rests, even in the cadenza, so it'll be harder to remember the rests, i guess. i've done my research too, so i'll be fine from here. i feel good.

i love kibou yell. i learnt the 'kimi ni sachi...' yada yada part. tegoshi is soooo cute in the PV, and uchi and kusano are still in it, so it makes it all the better. erynny said that after they got suspended, shige took kusano's parts, and i guess tegoshi took uchi's, right? makes sense that way. they're both so cute.

i found a subbed version of shokura premium, the one where tegoshi is interviewed. hes soooo cuteeeee. and its like, they show his junior clips, and even then, there was tegomass!!! <3>

oh. i watched the 'balloons' parody. dbsk crack subs right. HAHAHA ITS SO FUNNY. jaejoong can't go to the moon because he attacked them xD "he got his pass revoked" no moon picnic for the girl.~ DBSK is good :] i'd like to get the jap version of 'O' though, its one of my favourite DBSK songs. yes val, i'm slowly [VEEEEEEERYYYY slowly] converting into a semi-DBSK fangirl. i wont get over NEWS, ARASHI, KAT-TUN, Hey Say JUMP and them though. but kanjani8 is scary. i find them scary. but yoko on Yukan club was nice ^^ and ryo + uchi are generally awesome, so yeah.

tomorrow is baddy. 2:45 val will pick me up and we'll go together. i'm her guest. eryn didn't want to come with me. don't you all feel sad for me? i got FRICKIN DITCHEDDDDD by my buddy. she likes kusano now too. OMGGG that reminds me, we watched one litre of tears the other day after the himitsu club picnic. the picnic was funny. joyce gave eryn the jelly and was like "SUCK THIS JUICE" roffle much.

anyway, 1lit was completely boring pretty much. the first episode was boring, except when you see the back of this guys head and we were all like "turnaroundturnaroundturnaround" and he turns around and we all squeal. it was ryo :] hahaha, but it didn't get good til she left the school and they all sang. i started crying then. the bits nearer to the end had me crying too.

hehe, but the subs on the dvd val gave me were hoooorrriiibbbllleeeee~ in a fun way though. "are you going to wear your bathrobe?" "i am the health master" "so knotty" we kept making fun of the subs, which is probably why we laughed more than we cried. 1 litre of tears? more like 1 litre of laughing. or...oh shut up.

yesterday and today were for piano cramming, which has gotten me to the point where my left hand is very painful. its like the skin is raw kinda. anyone else had this feeling before? painful yeah? also, i had a dream last night that val worked at a resturaunt, the one that i was going to go to tonight [which i did, but it looked nothing like the one in my dream] the stuff val served us looked like the stuff that was in kurosagi. it was a good dream~

i'm going eryn's house on sunday!! yaaaaay~ and i found my bus card too. i want to use it, but ihave no where to go. i'll take the bus when school starts again. me and eryn together. cindy too! if she's willing, hahaha. ah. but now is exactly 1am, did you know? i'd better go. i'll type again one day soon <3

-sashimi

unsymphonic feelings ;;

2008-04-14T18:35:00.002+08:00

mood: quietly steaming.
music: kibou ~ yell -- NEWS
day's addiction: ...icon hunting.

a thing to note is that i had a dream about bad things happening last night. somehow, my dreams were right. well, to a certain point anyway. my dream last night had nothing to do with my current state though, LOL. its completely different, but both my dream and my today has sucked.

first off, my dream was something like my parents weren't actually my parents? and my brother [which i dont actually have] started a fire using the freezer. i'm aware that i'm a strange person >> oh and i met my real mother in the dream too. she looked like a year older than me, so i know it was a dream. it was at least, better than the dream i had about being on a train with everyone from school and we were all heading to the mines with our shovels and hard hats. the dress code was based on rank of miner. that was truly strange.

back to my horrible mood, its the product of many factors or whatever. i hate it. seriously. don't you hate it when you have this little sparkle of hope after so much torture, then suddenly its crushed with a single word? thats how i feel. its like when someone makes a promise to you, promises something to you, then breaks it when you get nearer to the time it was promised. it really sucks.

yes yes, i'm emo-ing here. bare with me til i get better -o-

then like, when you dont want to do something, and do you reject the other person's offer, then they send you on a guilt trip? i hate that. i really really hate that. if they do it jokingly, yeah fine. thats alright. but when they try to make you feel really bad, thats when i get pissed off like hell. SERIOUSLY.

what about when people don't listen to you and signs you up for a whole bunch of crap? its like stealing your money and buying sheet. same difference, really. i hate it. when people volunteer you for something without asking you for consent. don't they realize that you may have your own feelings. now what if that happens, and then you're forced to buy something ex for it? SCREW IT. if they want you to do something, and want you to actually SPEND for it, seriously, screw it. tell them to buy it themselves.

also, some people expect you to drop everything at their beck and call. HA? they're not gods. i'm not being a slave. if that person expects me to seriously do everything that person asks, i'm out. i don't know how much more i can take. if everything isn't settled by september..christmas at latest, i'm not putting up with this shit any longer. YES. This is how badly i'm pissed.

theres so many things that've pissed me off. this is just a little bit of it. i just hope that the person this is all aimed at realises a few things. and yes, i'm done emo-ing for now.

anywayyyy.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNGY :] may you have the bestest most awesomest birthday in the world, ahjuma ^^

symphonic list ;;

2008-04-11T16:36:00.005+08:00

mood: undescribable? BLANC?
music: none
day's addiction: yamapi

well, i'm waiting for my ride to theory, so i might as well post up what i thought i felt like posting up. if that made any sense, anyway. YOU SEE, i decided to make a list to see what my 'goals' were for the comming holiday, which technically, has already begun.

SASHIMI'S HOLIDAY LIST

[x] = completed

[] = not completed

[x] Finish Kurosagi

[x] Memorize Concerto K.242

[x] Go Karaoke again

[x] Watch a whole drama with eryn and joyce

[s][] Celebrate arioka's birthday[/s]

[x] Give Chungy a birthday call

[x] Picnic

[x] Memorize Twinkle Variations

[x] Memorize Sonata K.331

[x] Research the London Concerto

[x] Start watching Code Geass 2nd Season

[] Finish watching Nodame Cantabile

[s][] Take a walk with a certain person to a certain place[/s]

[x] Fangirl Akanishi more than usual

[x] Get more into NEWS

[x] Find theory book >>

yes, i know its not a very productive list, but never-the-less, i want to try complete these things~! anyway. i should practise now. baibai.

symphonic drama ;;

2008-04-10T23:02:00.002+08:00

mood: anxious much
music: Daite Senorita -- YamaP [actually...its the opening song. i'm watching kurosagi right now.]
day's addiction: Kurosagi

bang~ x] OMG. this was an awesome week. first off, eryn gave me kurosagi~! so i'm wathcing it. up to episode 10 right now. and sheeet. yamapi was sooo hawt in episode nine when he was doing the roleplay scam. his hair was like -melt- yes. that great in my eyes.

this week has been class FIRST. cause cause its the week that the himitsu club discovers the j-timeline kinda thing. it goes a lil somethin like this: arashi[dec/jan/feb] --> kat-tun[feb/march] --> hey say 7[feb/march] --> hey say jump[march/april] --> NEWS[march/april]. yes, theres mini fandom like kinki kids and T&T, but those are our main.

i've found out so much new info this week, that i acutally can't wait for next term. for one, joyce and i may be in the same theory exam. yeah yeah, nervous much, but at least we're in it together. i hope we can sit together too :] thats probably the highlight of the week.

sad news though, i'm seriously exceeding bandwidth limit. connection speed = so slow its not funny. thankfully, it resets tomorrow night. ahaha. then i should set a limit for myself. or else i'll probably be grounded for a heck of a long time :/ not my fault. ~~theres so much to dl on the net. after all, the internet it for pr0n.~~ JK. lolmuch

Ah. as far as the news fandom goes, i think i've gotten val into it. which means another victory for me, since i got her into hey say, at least a little. i so deserve credit for that win. but she got me hooked on this korean song by these two girls called 'Girlfriends' or something. she made me watch a video where one of the two girls sing to Yunho and shes all "Yunho I love you~~" its funny. :]

so far with the himitsu club, its somehow decided who "gets" who. biggest fan imaginary award kinda thing? sasha: akanishi, tesshi, ryosuke. eryn: shige, chinen, ohno, daiki. joycie: uchi, kusano, kouyama. HAHAHa. i'm sure theres more, but these are the main ones i guess. we still sing together all the songs we started with until our current addictions ~ harukana uchuu de hitotsu hikatta...~ <3

one the worse part of life, i lost my theory book. which has my papers in it. which i need to take the exam. i really need to find it soon. this really sucks. just like chungy's life. KIDDING. anyway. i'm going to look for it now. and i've decided to start watching mygirl this weekend. wish me lucky.

PS: if anyone sees elain, call her house please.

symphonic concerts ;;

2008-04-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

mood: wanna sing, hahaha
music: oh my juliet - LM.C
day's addiction: cheesecake...but we don't have any. i haven't had any in ages.

so yep, after a week, i've decided to post again. srsly, even if i were to write about everything I do everyday, i figure its a bit of a waste since i wouldn't talk about every little detail since all the details are only known to the people that actually go to school with me. I mean like, if i were to write that "I HATE $^@$%&#$^&#" then everyone would know and stuff, right? RIGHT.

Anyway, today we had a piano concert at my teacher's house. everyone was there and it was just for playing duets. ahhh~ i screwed up the third page!! ooh, but my partner was val, so she could cover my mistakes. shes awesome in that way. ... and more ways. she got me addicted to this korean song today. what was itt...'Maybe I love you' by girlfriends. its addictive, srsly.

deennnn..we also played our DS's at the concert, after having pizza. it was a rly informal concert so yeah. it was like, full on mario kart. 8 of us on the ds, so it wasss...lots of people. list of students = me, val, eunise, naomi, keenan, andrew, ling, teng, suneeth, cassie, ellainne, vania, donald[dunno if he counts as a student?] and i think that's it. fun much, but i can't play mario kart to save my life. there was this one point that i came 3rd though :] and i think i came second once too.

ooh~ i've decided that this year, i WILL buy a concert of KAT-TUN. no matter what, i MUST buy one. I saw a little bit of the REAL FACE live, and I was..mesmorized? something like that? hahaha. it was like the first time i watched the arashi tokyo dome live. you could feel how much they were in to it, and it was just shocking really.

I guess until the time i watched the arashi concert, i've never been too much into music. BoA's music was always really good, but i could never bare to watch her live performances. i'm still her fan though. :D So yep, arashi and BoA opened the doors to a whole new world for me. and so i'll always be their loyal fans <3 ^^

lately, i've been able to figure out the key a song is played in faster. i listened to harukana yakusoku on the CD player next to my piano the other night [even though i should've been listening to the concerto -o-"] and i got the notes really fast. When i listened to BoA a few years back on the CD player, it took me forever to figure it out. Maybe its because BoA's music is in the harder-to-play-keys. and the music i listen to now is simple. i'll never know.

oh yes yes, in cooking, my group [eryn and me and the KL sarah] has decided on our assessment recipes. vanilla palma cotta with this rasberry thing at the top and this herb sauce chicken [which will never compare to the brunei prawn sauce chicken]. we made the palma cotta on thursday, and my gosh. i can't wait to eat it. i made the vanilla part, and sarah and eryn made the top bit. i can't wait to eat it!!!

i got the 'wahaha' song by kanjani8. THEIR MUSIC IS SO WEIRD. i'm not their fan, no not really. but ryo is awesome. :] wahaha really scared the heck out of me at first, but its kinda catchy if you listen to it a few times, so...thus the reason i got it. it also kinda reminds me of the bleach days in primary school, when everyone came to class and went "SPIRITS ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU BWAHAHAHA" or something. i haven't watched bleach in soooo long now. x_x

anyway, if theres one thing that's made me angry all week, then it would have to be the guy who has been messing with me since the begining of term. at first he was actually nice, and i was actually happy to talk to him, but now? GET A LIFE. LEAVE ME ALONE. STOP DISSING ME YOU RETARD. I acutally had the though of being his friend again. okay, i still have that thought, but not while he's being like THIS. seriously, he needs to find someone else to bully. If you ever read this, you know you are. you stupid boy. =="

in conclusion, "Life is hard, dakedo happy." sorry arashi. HAHAHA

bai x2.

symphonic fun ;;

2008-03-29T22:25:00.002+09:00

mood: XTREMELY HAPPY
music: daite senorita -- YamaPi
day's addiction: Akanishi + Ryousuke~ <3

breakfast: skipped.
lunch: rice + duck + tofu + choy sam
dinner: rice + duck

OMG. OMG. OH EM GEEEE. TODAY WAS SOOOO INCREDIBLY AWESOME. I ACTUALLY CAN'T DESCRIBE HOW AWESOME IT WAS. IT WAS JUST THAT GREAT. HAHAHAHAHa. CAN'T YOU JUST FEEL THE EUPHORIA?! Its like. -gaerhaejsrtj- like that. its just soooo....-sigh- HAHAHA FUNNNNNN.

It all started this morning when i woke up. I know i had a really awesome dream and that akanishi was in it, but i can't remember what happened. but the feeling was still happy. so after washing up and getting ready to go over to eryn's place, I listened to a bit of music and practised piano. needless to say, i'm making PROGRESS. I've finished the trio. memorizing anyway, and the first part of the last variation of k331. woooooo~!

then then, after lunch and stuff, i went to eryn's house, bag packed an all. and we watched some of nodame cantabile, which was REALLY funny. HAHAHA i want to spin like that too. Then i was told something that shocked me very much. meghan said that my shirt was the same as chinen's. -shudder- ew. hes such a girl. a really cute girl >>"

THENNNN we took the bus, which was AWESOME. butbutbut, i really think the drivers should be more...delicate? they don't wait til you're seated. They just go ZOOM. so i hit the seat hard. it was painful. it was the BUS. and then we move to the back at this one stop, and meghan's friend joined us from there. we all went to the city on the bus.

we got off at this place...yes. and we walked to utopia which was i think in northbridge. it was my first time thereeeee~ and i tried the same flavor as erynny and it was SOOOO NICEE. it tasted like sweet :] we picked straw colours then stabbed our drinks, but since they weren't labeled, eryn and i didn't know which ones were ours since we had different jelly. so...we swapped, and drank. yeah.

then we walked to the karaoke place, and all the rooms with the jap songs were taken, so we had to wait til the other group finished before we got to have a go. while waiting, we went to this food court place and drank our bbt. eryn finished hers first and when she tore off the plastic to eat the jelly, we discovered that she had the lychee jelly and that i had the grape. WE COULDN'T TELL. HAHAHAHA.

then then we went back to the place and did you KNOW that its opposite the really yummy bake-bake-bakery? sashimi shock. LOL. Its a pink bakery so its awesome. and it has yummy buns, so its awesome squared. thats right. so first, me and eryn went to the toilet, and i tell you, its really creepy in there. and we used teamwork to turn on the tap. thats right.

and so we did karaoke, which was 406982374696028374069283740692387602938476 x infinity times more fun than i expected :DDDD IT WAS FRICKIN' AWESOME. HAHAHAHAHA!!! they had a lot of songs, kattun, news, t&t, boa, w-inds, tegomass, shuuji to akira, an cafe, fictionjunction, uverworld, hey say 7+jump, changin' my life, tommy february, L.MC, larc~en~ciel, gackt, dir en grey, arashi and like LOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSSSSSs. They didn't have the newer songs though, which was kinda sad. no "YEAH YEAH YEAHH" action from arashi, you know? HAHA :]]]

i think some of the best parts was when eryn yelled out all the english parts of various songs xD AHAHA. a memory i wont soon forget. probably. and also the daite senorita thing. it was all "DAITE" "DAITE" "DAITE" "SENORITA" HAHAHAHAHAHA. i think the whole day made me go on crack :] becoz, looking at the post from a far, all i can see is all these patches that are caplock'd. sadly, the karaoke room is VERY cold. like a frickin' fridgE! so next time, i'll bring a jacket ^^

deeeennnn...after, eryn and me went to the toilet again. and using teamwork to turn on the tap, the water splashed all over her HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH. when we went outside, i think eryn was on something very..weird cause she was like "sasha wet me" and its like.. um...OKAY? eryn said a lot of things today that sounded very un-innocent. tsk tsk. un-innocent eryn = we must all be on something :]

and we missed the bus...i think. so we took the train to get on ANOTHER bus :D and then we all went home. it was so much fun. but...I WISH THEY DIDN"T KEEP MAKING FUN OF RYOUSUKE D: HE DOESNT NEED THAT KIND OF DEPRESSION. -hugs yamada from a far- i still love you. :] so for meghan and daphne...

YAMADA RYOSUKE > CHINEN YURI

symphonic M E M E ??

2008-03-25T21:27:00.002+09:00

mood: tired?
music: HOME -- shimizu shota
days addiction: watching onigokko

breakfast: honey stars + milk
lunch: nothing
dinner: chicken katsu and rice

- L I N E B R E A K -

anyways, today isn't going to be an update of my fangirling life or anything, nope nope. after seeing the kat-tun meme on eddictedd's LJ, i had to...I JUST HAD TO.

1. Brush off other people hitting high notes because it can't compare to Jin's Gold Ballad Version note.
4. Car Shrimp is your favorite type of vehicle and food at the same time.
5. You don't care for ninjas anymore after Kaizokuban.
6. You want to name your goldfish Junno.
7. You go up to random people and say "Shall we BOUZU?"
8. Bye Bicycle is your way of saying bye.
9. You actually make the bicycle handle movement when you say Bye Bicycle.
10. The best phone in existence is DoCoMo.
11. You immediately become a fan of everyone and anyone that appears on Cartoon KAT-TUN.
12. The best lip gloss in existence is Rohto.
13. You looked up Oshiri Kajiri Mushi because of Kame.
14. You've developed a fascination for turtles because of Kame.
15. You have an odd desire to put some plaid around your waist. [Though I only do that when people wont realize. LOL.]
16. You tell your friends you want to become a beatboxer.
17. You want to learn how to juggle and tap dance at the same time.
18. Scream while watching Domoto Koichi things because KAT-TUN took their dance moves from him so that makes you excited
19. You can fill up 5GB or more in a day.
20. One mag scan has more MB than a song.
21. Adopts Jingrish as you official language.
22. Scours vintage stores for Rolling Stones shirts and merchandise.
23. Has thought about buying a Rolling Stones shirt or merchandise online because you couldn't find it after checking the stores.
24. You refuse to download any interview or talk that's not subbed because you know people will sub it.
25. Dropping jewelery into water from a boat is now related to Tatta Hitotsu no Koi and not Titanic
26. Think that guys with pelts plastered all over them is pretty hot.
27. Think that guys with random fingernails painted is pretty hot.
28. Attempts to learn everything about Baseball which has now become your favorite sport because of Kame. 29. Tries to convince your male friends to buy Ed Hardy brand clothes because it's the closest thing to Johnnys.
30. Tell everyone that Dolce and Gabbana is the hottest brand ever, especially for men's underwear.
31. Knows all the names of Koki's brothers.
32. Liked Gackt again because Ueda likes him.
33. Hated Nishikido Ryo for being mean to KAT-TUN. [But I love him again now. HAHA.]
34. Liked Kusano ten-fold more when you found out he was a Kame fanboy.
35. Find yourself buying more accessories and jewelery because of KAT-TUN.
36. Best musical in the world is Dream Boys hands down.
37. Has bought more than a thousand dollars worth of KAT-TUN things.
38. Your wallpaper has KAT-TUN.
39. Your wallpaper or icon/avatar has something to do with Keep the Faith.
40. Actually listened to whatever song Yuichi advertises you to listen to while falling asleep in his manual/blog/message thing.
41. Has completely abandoned all previous fandoms for KAT-TUN.
42. Thinks something is talking about Kame when you read Nino's name.
43. Guys touching each other, kissing, on top of each other is totally normal.
44. You laugh at people who are anti-KAT-TUN or don't know who they are.
45. All guys should know how to work a cane, a chair and know how to pole dance.
46. Your friends who don't like them can still name them.
47. Support 5 pairings at once because, heck, they're all good.
48. KAT-TUN is your portal to JE.
49. KAT-TUN is your portal to Hey!Say7!Jump
50. You think Nakajima Yuto is cool because he's cool with Kame.
51. All guys should have an obsession with candy like Jin in Yukan.
52. Your goal in life is to find a job that relates to KAT-TUN.
53. You reason for going to Japan is because you want to stalk a member of KAT-TUN.
54. Lip syncing is totally okay with you now.
55. You think a real boyband needs to act, sing, dance, fanservice, beatbox, tapdance, do theater, know how to play instruments or else they're posers.
56. The first time you've been on Yahoo Japan auctions was because of KAT-TUN merchandise.
57. The first DVD tour you've bought was KAT-TUN.
58. The first single you ever bought was KAT-TUN.
59. You have never contemplated buying another version of anything till you got into KAT-TUN
60. You attempt to give you and your friends a "group" name by rearranging the first letters of your last names
61. Your PARENTS know who KAT-TUN is and which one is your favorite.
62. You think Ueda looks better than most if not all jrockers.
63. You have been turned off by all the guys at your school because none can compare to your favorite KAT-TUN member well
64. Your binders and notebooks are littered with KAT-TUN pics [They will, after this weekend..]
65. Your teacher knows who KAT-TUN is
66. Your wall has more KAT-TUN than actual... wall
67. You refuse to believe that Junno looks like Changmin from DBSK (well, they do resemble a teeeeeny bit)
68. You have the subbed and nonsubbed versions of all their PVs in high quality
69. The first lyrics you ever memorized the whole thing of was a KAT-TUN song
70. Have all 7 versions of Real Face
71. You left your passion for anime to watch Johnny dramas, screw animation it's all about real bishies
72. Whenever someone mentions cancer or terminal illnesses you think of Yuuki
73. Whenever you see Oguri Shun you think of him bawling his eyes out in Yuuki
74. Motorcycles never looked so good till Jin sat on one
75. The first time you ever maxed out on Megaupload was after you became a KAT-TUN fan.
76. You spent over an hour trying to hack Megaupload to d/l more KAT-TUN things
77. You used to think Mr. Johnny was a gay child molester, now you think he's God Again.
78. You never thought that a guy was hot with a belly button piercing till you saw Jin
79. You never thought yukatas looked so good till you saw KAT-TUN wearing them
80. You have no idea where the hell Uebo came from but you call Ueda that anyway because it's the cutest thing you've ever heard
81. You started watching One Piece because Luffy is Jin and Kame's favorite anime character
82. Doraemon is the best anime ever
83. You quote KAT-TUN lyrics for inspiration.
84. Has cried watching the KAT-TUN real face tour
85. You believe KAT-TUN is good for losing weight, you sweat, writhe, laugh and never have enough money for actual food
86. You didn't know what OTP or OT3 was before you got into KAT-TUN
87. You've saved paparazzi photos of their houses
88. July 4th isn't the U.S independence day anymore it's Jin's birthday!
89. You never cared who Morimoto Shintaro was... until he played Kame's little brother in Dream Boys
90. You've listened to the Kame version of Seishun Amigo [more] than the actual version with Yamapi
91. You watched Blades of Glory and when the guy came out with the
peacock all you could think of was Seishin Junno.
92. You watched Gokusen 2 before you watched Gokusen, if you even watched the first one at all
93. Skipped parts of Gokusen 2 unless Kame and Jin were in the frame
94. Didn't know any actresses names until you got into KAT-TUN
95. You used up a lot of brain cells trying to figure out who did the coughing part during Signal
96. You always do the hand motion whenever Real Face comes on
97. You would try to eat something that looks complete inedible and gross if someone from KAT-TUN tasted it and said it was Umai
98. You run out of breath more from watching KAT-TUN than you do running during Gym class
99. You want a skull ring
100. Cross dressing is totally fine with you, in fact you think it's kind of cute
101. You didn't realize you were that crazy about KAT-TUN until you read the last 100 desсriptions and LOLed when you realized how many applied to you.

48/101

I'm not good enoughhh D:

symphonic fangirling ;;

2008-03-22T22:45:00.000+09:00

mood ;; irritable - dunno why.
music ;; Harukana Yakusoku -- KAT-TUN
day's addiction ;; akanishi jin

breakfast ;; honey stars + milk.
lunch ;; duck and rice.
dinner ;; duck, tofu and rice.

i woke up a lot earlier than i did yesterday. i actually woke up at 10ish! kinda proud of myself for it too. then after eating my yummy honey stars - which i will miss DEARLY after i finish it all - i went to pick up val for piano. got there, played piano, talked about the stupidity of fairy tales - which i talk about with eryn and joyce on the odd occasion anyway - and was told "oooh sasha you're not going to piano. i'm not going to friend you anymore."

SO WHAT IF I DONT WANT TO GO!? #$^#$%&#$%*#%^*#!?!?!? Gawsh. people have no consideration for my feelings =w="

psh. i don't friend you back. ANYWAY. after piano, went shopping with my dad. i bought tonkatsu sauce, which i'm really happy about. tmmr, we'll make chicken katsu :] also bought tofu and hokkien mee, and some other foods. I really have to say that i miss my bak kuah. its like $10 here for a little take away tub. not so worth it, so i'll wait til we go back to brunei. pocky here is also quite ex, so i think i'll lay off for a bit.

while at the shops there, i saw a lady with a little transparent bag that held a fish in water. for some reason, i found that really touching. i know, i have a strange sense of everything. but its just how i felt. its the same feeling i get when i see an old lady taking care of her baby grandchild. it just warms your heart. except, with cold water and a fish. aaannnnyywwwaaayyy...i also saw a lady yelling at her 2 or 3 year old daughter because she couldn't get into the trolley seat properly. when i saw it, i just wanted to go "$%&#$^&#^&", or at least hit her with my bag of choy sam. i didn't. self restraint, right?

when we got back, we got a call from a lady, saying that she saw a grey cat. SEB?!?!?!???!?!?!?!?!oneone11. so we went to deliver some fliers around that area. around cindee's area too, since seb might've gone back home and all, or at least around that area.

then, at home, I PLAYED RO2. IT IS SO OMIGAWSHFREAKING AWESOME. the graphics are so totally made of WIN. the whole thing isn't trans'd yet, so all the quests are in korean, so i don't actually know what to do. i just keep killing the monsters, which are SOOOO CUTE. this unripe thingy, pokat or something? i can't remember. and the character designs are nice. you can choose eye color and eyebrow style now too, but the change of stat system and weapon leveling is confusing. i can't wait for the sea version, ahaha.

sharon came over to get rosemary from our garden. it was really nice seeing her again, since i never see her normally. i haven't seen jennifer since last year as well, which is disappointing because i miss her a lot too, hehe.

besides those events, nothing of particular interest happened today. i watched CTKT most of the day, so i'm quite content, you know, with seeing so much of akanishi in one day! <3>

while watching CTKT, they performed gold, which made me squeal, but it wasn't as good as the version i downloaded. they didn't do the jumping over kame bit, or the lip thing that always makes me melt. ahh, but i thought "who cares? they're still so awesome" when i think that, it makes me feel kinda optimistic. They also performed harukana yakusoku, the song that's on repeat for me, and the song that i've just gotten addicted to. its really nice, i recommend it for those who like an upbeat and cool song :]

oh oh, you know how those guys with long hair and tie it back always look so...ew? [few exceptions are only in the musician category eg. Bou] well i really don't like it! like on ****, he always looks like icky with that hair. i'm glad he cut it, but he always looks so ew. eryn and joyce might not be able to tell who i mean though. i doubt many people would be able to tell. well anyway, kame and akanishi had that kinda hair on a few episodes of CTKT. when i saw it on them, it was like "maybe it does work for some people after all." :] they proved it. ahahaha.

anyways, i managed to find a .gif image of the very part of gold that always melts me. so for my own, joyce, eryn, qianny and who ever else likes akanishi, i'll upload the gif for you all. ageru ageru LOL. kiddingggg~ i'll wait a while. but i will show you all what RO2 looks like. its so nice. sashimi gone. bai bai.

unsymphonic happiness ;;

2008-03-21T20:31:00.000+09:00

mood ;; half fangirling, half disappointed
music ;; keep the faith - KAT-TUN
day's addiction ;; downloading all versions of real face

breakfast ;; honey stars && milk
lunch ;; char siu pao
dinner ;; nothing yet

after a whole week of fangirling, i've decided to post again. delay? YES. omgsh, i forgot my password when i went to log in cause blogspot was being horrible and decided to FORGET that i was logged in. that was like, two days ago. and today i went to check again, and wahhh~ it works. psh.

anyway, joycie got her own blog~! waaaai~! so afterr this, i'll link her in my friends section at the side there. the only think left to do is get erynny a blog, then the whole himitsu club will be listed there. but of course, its like...fictional. a fictional story if eryn were to get one. she's too into her kinda soft fangirling to get a blog. ahahaha!! that's eryn for you :]

we had the math test thing on..wens? was it really only wens? tonikaku. OMGSH I DID SO BAD. imho, anyway. cause yea, the percentage was easy enough, at least i got them all down. but the algebra section? GIVE ME A BREAK. it was sooo hard. i missed like five questions! its like you just do all the working out, and by the end, you're completely stuck! it so sucks to be me right now. i can't remember what i got for the test. around 40ish i think. ugghh.

what stopped me from studying the night before the test was worth it though. hahahaha! i fangirled the whole night away, just watching cartoon kat-tun <3>

during the week, i found myself thinking "zomgsh, what if i really do meet kat-tun someday?" sure sure, theres like a 0% chance, or at least, a 0.111% chance, but there's still that .111% right? ahahah. but i know, if i was on cartoon kat-tun, and i did the hyakuQ thing, if they asked me 'what was my childhood dream' kinda thing, i'd either say 'ninja', or 'to hug akanishi'. AHAHAHA. if only one day, the himitsu club made it big and became idols. omgsh, even less chance, -sigh-

but it is nice to dream right? eryn wants to be surrounded by chinen, yuto and ryosuke. so she dreams. joyce wants to meet yunho. she's dreaming too. i want to hug akanishi. dream....maybe. ahaha, its soooo nice to dream. and while you're dreaming, its like 'what if it really happens?!' then you get all excited? people who know that feeling really understand me :]

yesterday, eryn was absent from school, right? so joyce and i were eating, and talking about the fight we had last time eryn was absent, which was last year during exam time, when she had her piano exam, ithink. and so joyce and i were wondering if we could fight again this time. its nice to fight with each other sometimes, but we can only really do it if eryn's not at school. she's like the peace wall between us. so when we need to release tension, joyce and me have to be alone. :]

funny how she was absent though, cause last week i was wondering when she'd next be away. you knowww..since joyce and i haven't fought in a while. maybe its strange to some others that we like fighting. but i think its healthy for us. building character or something. but it was bad!!! joyce and i couldn't think of ANYTHING to fight about. we talked about all the subjects we usually do when eryn's not around, but we still didn't have a conflict. UNTIL JAP. when we saw the creepy thing that made me tease her, and got her semi-angry. ahahahaha, ageru ne~?

but its okay when we fight, because we know that we only ever half mean it. even when fighting with qian and elain or eryn, no one ever means it. its because we're the himitsu club. no one can defeat us! not even each other! but our fangirling ways will be the death of us, i bet. not a horrible way to move on though, right?

ooh. today, i was downloading subbed versions of real face. all of them. i got kame's yesterday, then when i woke up, i got koki, ueda, junno and nakamaru's versions, since i already have akanishi's. but then i'm like 'i want akanishi's version too, because its subbed.' i know its a little silly to download it again just because this one has subs, but i'm a fangirl. no cure. so i went to dl his, and megaupload comes up with "YOU HAVE DOWNLOADED TOO MUCH. TRY AGAIN IN TWO HOURS" not the exact wording, but you get my point. so i stare at the screen and its like "DON DAKE?!" wtf man! srsly!

ugh. that's just what put me into a not so great mood. but its okay. i'm kinda patient. i'll wait. i also got the PV of Hey! Say! by HS7. I managed to get ahold of Ultra music power by HSJUMP as well, but its split into two parts, and hj split isn't helping me out. i might just ask eryn for the video clip, to save me time and bandwidth.

re reading what i just wrote, why is it that most of this post is about fangirling? i should just save this for my LJ or something. better yet, make an art journal and upload it on my DA. speaking of which, i haven't updated that in ages. zenny's drawings are lovely as always, as are his friends'. his style is sooooo nice. makes me happy, it does. i'll link you all there someday. after i get his permission, of course.

btw, ling's a pedo bear. last night, the piano group decided to hold a convo. me, val, ling, ellainne and cassie. teng was half there, talking through ling. i was reading some ff's, so i was only throwing in my 2 cents every lil while. so i clicked on the convo after reading a chapter, and cass was spamming something about a pedo bear. since ling is apparently "LINGY BEAR", i thought it was him. no one bothered elaborating, as far as i could tell. so therefore, Pedo lingy bear it is.

last night, i had a dream for the first time in a while. or should i say 'this morning' and 'night mare'. it started off normal. thats a lie. i was sheena from TOS, and together with my 'party', we went to this mansion located at the back of our school oval, it was huge - the oval - and the grass was dark everywhere. we were about to go into the mansion, when i realised that the person living there [a queen. but irl my auntie from brunei] only wanted me for my summoning powers. so i ran and ran and ran. it was obviously a dream since i was running, and through a bus depot that doesn't exist at that location in front of garbo, and i kept running, looking for my house. but in the end, i went to another mansion to warn Eun-young from spring waltz, and her mother and brother [who i think was kibum in SW]. i actually had to flush myself down a toilet that was oh-so-conviniently located in eunyoung's sister's locker [eun-young doesn't have a sister in SW] and i magically appeared in the garden. i couldn't get into their house normally because the queen built huge grey walls around it. so i warned eun young and sat down, since they were giving me tea. and ilook over to where her mom is, and THE QUEEN WAS THERE. then i woke up.

it might not seem scary the way i tell it, but in my dream, it was all rush rush, hurry hurry, they're going to kill you so run like yo've never run before. i tell you, it was really scary. and in the dark green grass, there were all these cobwebs, which creeped me out further. -shudder- now if only i'd have a nice dream where akanishi loves me. HAHAHA.

anyway, i need dinner. so bai bai.

symphonic laziness ;;

2008-03-16T20:23:00.000+09:00

Mood: lazy
Music: nothing
Day's Addiction: piano

Breakfast: a banana
Lunch: char siu pao
Dinner: nothing yet

this whole weekend has been like...heaven. i've done absolutely nothing but sleep, eat, bathe and play. this is my ideal world. too bad that tmmr is school. but its okay, i've done my engrish homework. three pages of some crappy made up story i decided to write in an hour, pretty much a rewrite of my short story frm last year. Ahh, i love cliche ideas.

ahahaha, but yeah. yesterday i woke up at 2pm, cause i didn't wake up the first time. my life is so GRAND. val and i went to hand out posters again. we even went through part of piney lakes forest but we ended up so creeped out that we left halfway. its reaaaally creepy back there.

and we went to the other side of winthrop, to a place i don't remember, but with my memory, i've probably been there. and we cut through, and we were close to joyce's house. :] familiar territory really is great, huh. we came back to my house, and finished watching sassy girl chung-hyang. i have to admit, its a hell lot better than the other korean dramas i've watched. even better than spring waltz.

val lent me mygirl, and from the scene near the end that she was watching, it looks a hell lot like devil beside you, except in korean. cause it was the bit where the girl was talking to the grandpa, and its like how ah meng went and talked to his grandma. similarityyyy~

dfljsg;dlfkhjs;lhkj;slfkhj i'm so tired, and hungryyy. i finished the minuet today, after abt half an hour, so its a good. but i havent done the twinkle variations or the trio. i did like half of a-section for trio, but thats it really. today, the piano group is going to ellainnes concert thingy, but yeah.

i need to finish my math hw soon, and also my sose assignment, which i'll complete soon enough. ahh. i need like...clones of me or something :/

anyway, too lazy to type. bai bai

symphonic jin ;;

2008-03-13T23:06:00.000+09:00

Mood: obsessed
Music: real face -- KAT-TUN
Day's Addiction: akanishi jin

Breakfast: cheese toast
Recess: grapes
Lunch: cheese toast
Dinner: tofu and rice

omg. first of all, i'm having a hard time typing this, since everytime i pause to watch the real face video clip, i'm like, stunned by akanishi's sexiness. its hard not to be, right? he's like the sexiest man on earth. srsly. i'm so incredibidililiy glad that i downloaded the akanishi version for the videoclip because five minutes of jin is absolute love. hehehe. hes so awesome. he can make me melt. his voice is sexy. EVERYTHING about him is sexy. he's just....so.........sexy. ::fangirl::

kay, anyways, i started the day by opening my eyes as usual, and after changing, etc. i realized that i had nothing for breakfast, recess, or lunch, which really sucked after i found out. so under ten minutes, i was able to make some cheese toast, which would have to do. i think i beat my record too. and i even packed it before val came to pick me up, which was really lucky, i guess.

so after getting to school, doing what i needed to do at my locker, val came and sat down, listening to my mp3 with me. she said like "on my way here, i knew you were listening to one of three songs." and she was right. the three songs wereee....real face, weeeek, and hey! say!. i was listening to akanishi's sexy voice, of course :] joyce and eryn were early to school for once, which brightened my mood considerably. care group was really fun today though. cause the teacher gave the girl behind me a bag to collect money for the greatest shave thing with. in turn, she looked at the bag and said it was from a store she used to work at. then she called someone in another caregroup with her mobile and told him or her about it. and everyone was just staring at her as she talked. i was laughing so much.

oohohosmohmso. health was..well you know. chungy wrote 'i am sasha' on my hand, along with drawing a retarded face. i wrote 'i am chungy' on her hand, and drew a flower. shes so weird that she's awesome. and we were doing the explosion chart for the s3xual thingy. and some of the answers that everyone came up with were...um...interesting. perverted boys + sex ed = ...interesting? the highlight was that chungy asked me and S.T what intercourse was. LOL. AHaHAAhAhAHaHa. shes so innocent sometimes that its fun just to corrupt her mind. :]

then we had sose, and we watched a video that half put me to sleep. we also did atlas work. i really couldn't be bothered though, and i was mainly looking at pictures of asia. its so sad that atlas's dun elaborate on brunei. it feels so...lonely. heck, nearly no one knows where brunei is. its always like "oh i'm from brunei." "wheres that?" its depressing. really. i did colour some of the pictures in though, and i labeled china, and some other countries. iono where manchuria is tho, so i didnt do that bit.

cooking was rather boring, but we learnt about how to lay out the cuttlery, and eryn and me were fantasizing about ohno from arashi, and akanishi from kat-tun. ahaha it was all "what would happen if he was right there?" in the end, we concluded that if we saw them, we'd have a heart attack, and when they caught us as we fell, they'd look into our eyes, and we'd have another heart attack. LOL <3<3<3>

lunch was fun though. after talking about subjects i'd rather not elaborate on, we were looking at the rivercruise fotos, and then when we turned around, everyone was like crowding around one of the tables, so we all rushed to see what it was, and apparently, someone lit a deo can, and there was this little fire. it was put out rather quickly, so no one got hurt, thankfully. but kinda disappointing that we didn't get to have a fire drill. those are srsly fun. then math was super boring, and i just couldn't be stuffed doing any work at all. asdgaerhaerhfgjsf it was like the teacher was speaking icelandish. i can do the math, but...aerherg cbs lah.

after school, val came over, and i made more fliers to post in letter boxes. after our round around jie jie oiyin's street, we went to andrew leau's street and posted our notices. and there was this house with two really big but cute dogs, so i went close to the gate since they didn't bark, and i was like "omgg so cuuuuute~" then they started barking really REALLY loud, so i screamed and ran. tch. their gate area smelt like dog poo anyway. Another house had a REALLY REALLY cute big dog, but it didn't stop barking. i like big dogs, but only when they're not so close, hehe.

ohoho, yesterday while making the rounds, i looked down and there were these orange spots on my pants, so my first reaction was to scream, shake my legs and yell "GET THEM OFF GET THEM OFF" you see, i thought they were bees. i was convinced they were bees that were going to sting me at any moment. they wouldn't shake off. not even one of them, and i was only panicking. so after val stopped me, she looked down at my pants and was all "sash, they're just prickles. and. she. was. right. but at that point, i was still in shock, and she picked them off for me. srsly, if she wasn't like my sister, i'd probably be dead right now. shes so responsible sometimes, its hard to tell that i'm really the older one. she's so awesome.

ON ANOTHER NOTE. qian, lain, if you read this, eryn and joyce are bullying me again. they're all "whos better? val or us?" TCHHHH. they're so not nice :[ help me. i helped you both, so you help me! -cough- qian, my hawt european indo lover. HAHA. And elain makes three...-coughouohuofguhsoghp- :x

and so after, we went back to my house, i took a shower and we had dinner. then she came up to watch the chung-hyang drama, and i came online to fangirl happily. i'm convinced that akanishi is the world's sexiest man, and that kame goes perfectly well with him. in the end, i'm just a shounen-ai fangirl, but akanishi goes even better with me. :] hes so hawttttt. someone called our house, and said they'd found our dear seb. unfortunately, it turned out to be a different cat, and our hopes were crushed. so once again, if you see our seb, please contact my house immediately :/

CONCLUSION: I think i forgot a lot about what happened to day, but i can't remember what.

symphonic days ;;

2008-03-12T23:41:00.000+09:00

Mood: sleePi
Music: kotoba yori mo taisetsu na mono -- Arashi
Day's Addiction: ryo x tego-nyan

Breakfast: chicken sandwich
Recess: honey stars -- berry and milk flavor
Lunch: chicken sandwich
Dinner: Chicken and rice

before you all say anything, i'm very aware that I have a lot of chicken. it's just in the fridge. i want beef. but i'm sure i'd get sick of that with time too. oh maaannn...i really wanna go back to brunei and eat the prawn-sauce chicken. can't get in in perf, which sucks big time. i wouldn't mind eating my sg chicken rice as well. i miss the taste. but looking at what i've just written, both of those are made of chicken too. is it carnivorous? since i'm born in the year of the chicken and all. a little strange?

anyway, to start off my day, i opened my eyes. then get dressed, etc. so nothing much of interest at first, ya? i have sport first on wens, so i wore my sport uniform to school. what kinda surprises me is that no one else seems to do that. you know? everyone changes at school. i know you're supposed to do that, but i mean WTH?! why would you go to so much trouble and change at school? second period can understand, but first? che.

but sport was AWESOME. even if i do say so myself. because its all CONEBALL. which was awesome, hence why i thought sport was awesome. i'm really proud of myself since i participated, and i don't remember screaming even once! i got eryn out, and she got me out in the next game. pity we weren't on the same team though. at least i still had chungy, and our team won by 2 :] sarah kept screaming her head off. so funny. so cute when she's being viciously attacked ^^ JKJKJKz. and i got a mozzie bite while in the change rooms. sucks to be me right now.

and we had art today, which wasn't bad either. very fun, indeed. cause we were talking about lain, qian and the odd man, which i don't want to elaborate ::shudder::, and yolanda's eyes were, as usual, very sparkly with shininess rivaling that of the sun. is the sun shiny? it's really bright, but it doesn't really....shine. in my opinion. and i'm still far from finishing the colour wheel, which is sheety. and to top it off, some of the paint didn't come off my fingers after i was done messing up my paint with my fingers. i didn't notice 'til i got home though... o(_ _)o

recess was as normal...but engrish was a little bit boring, besides the task of trying to kill that bug that was flying around sarah. nothing too interesting, and as S.T said, it's like a free period. not that i have a problem with that though. and math was boring, but i can do the thingy easier now. quadratic thingy and stuff. ooh, and i also decided something i'd like to do later in life. I want to study psycology, and find out why i think of the things i, and other people, do. at least, i think thats psycology. but i still would like to do something with language. its just fun to learn. omg i feel weird cause i said 'fun' and 'learn' in the same sentence. x_o

lunch was FRICKIN AWESOME. know why? huhuhuhuh do you? betchu don't. because i went to the library and got a better-ly coloured version of my JE hawt guys. i realized after that i'd forgotten to put a picture of kame on. sorry kame ;w; but at least i got the really good picture of akanishi and yamapi. PIN. but as eryn told me, it would be total win if i could get akanishi doing the lip thing on paper. too bad it wouldn't be like a gif image and move. depressing much?

science was super boring. its like WORKWORKWORK. its so SHEET that no one's in my class. why eryn?! why joycie?! why leave me alone in my worst subject?! ahh...sometimes life's really a beach. ahahaha. but after all was done and whatnot, val came over after school. and we ate jap food then started making poster's for seb. btwbtw, for all those in perf, seb, jie's cat, has run away from my house. and so its probably in my suburb somewhere. so if you see a grey cat that looks like the picture below, then please contact me. oh. and if you live near by, you probably got one of the fliers me and val made. seb's so cute, with a 'i'll take over the world' kinda look. i love him.

so yeah, me and val made fliers and went around putting them in everyone's mail boxes. not everyone would get one though, since we were too tired to be bothered. and some people might have gotten two, since we probably walked around the same street over and over again. but keep a look out for him okay? he's a nice kitty, and we're hoping someone kind has taken in him temporarily.

unfortunately, the walking around in the summer heat and posting fliers, combined with the morning excersize has over worked me. since i'm so very unfit and all. my legs are aching like crazy, and its soooooo tiring to go up and down the stairs. WHICH SUCKS. because tmmr have classes up and down. luckily, thursday is always easy sailing. health is so much fun. WHICH REMINDS ME....i need to sign my parent note thing. so i'll go downstairs and do that in a sec. but back to topic, i'm srsly going to feel a horrible ache tmmr. whee... >>

so after we get back, i take a shower and come out to watch val watch her sassy girl chung-hyang drama, which i have to say is better than the witch yoohee one, which sucked, frankly. i like taiwanese and jap dramas better, tho. but val's expecting a good ending from this one. i liked spring waltz, and she did too. her fangirling for daniel was fun to watch, but hes soooo...gah. jaeha was cooler :[ ina was like...HAHAHAHA INA. like that one. and eun-young is sooooo pretty. her smile is like massu's. makes me want to smile too. TAKSHI DRIVER...NO.

and after val left? not much to do. read up on the johnny boys as usual, and fangirl after reading member-ai fanfictions. AHAHA. Ryo and Tegoshi are so cute together ^^ ohh, but i did get her kinda hooked on NEWS, cause massu reminds her of jia min. Their smile is similar, i guess. cuuute. and also, i found something else i like. Wang zi and Gui Gui are SOOOO CUTE. ahahahaha. i need to watch episode ten like, really really soon. ohh..and the himitsu club and i were talking, but i still can't remmeber what.

Day's conclusion: maybe write down to remember things...even if thats what this blog is for. i just can't remember the awesomest things when i write later...aerhaeHAErhqErHEHtJw4%JW4j...

newai, sashimi OUT. got eaten.

symphonic rants ;;

2008-03-11T22:28:00.000+09:00

Mood: hungree
Music: weeeek -- NEWS
Day's Addiction: Tegoshi Yuya

Breakfast: Chicken sandwich
Recess: Meiji's marie cookies
Lunch: Chicken sandwich
Dinner: Chicken and rice

hmmm...today was overall pretty okay. it was boiling hot, and the relief math teacher is very weird, in my opinion. I DONT LIKE HIM AT ALL. at first it was all 'yeah, at least he can teach', but he CANT. wtfgeh, taking half a page for one lousy quadratic equation? has he never heard of saving the trees? what a waste. honestly.

jap was...boring sheet. nothing to do really, besides write and speak. jon has stepmania apparently. i want :] since its like audition online anyway. i miss audition's beat up mode. it was hard as heck for me, but it was really fun. pity that it kept $%^ing my computer up. if only i could really attach my dance mat to the computer and play like that. it would be awesome to dance to kim jong kook, but i'd fail so bad, i guess.

engrish was also boring, but ideas sprung up, mainly after i recalled all the NEWS fanfictions i read off livejournal yesterday. hehehe, its okay. it wasn't yaoi. just shounen-ai this time. taking it lightly after i read the akame yaoi. gawd, my mind was blank after reading that stuff. AHAHAHA. yes qian, you were right. but the short story is due soon, so i'd best start working on that tmmr night.

the minuet from the k331 is comming along nicely, and i can confidently say that by the end of the week, i'd have finished it. however, the trio is worrying, and i don't want to work on it at all. but i must!! so i will...eventually. the bolero is making sense, but the counting overworks my brain severly. its all 'one, two, three,four, five, si-ix, sev-en, ei-ght' and its really hard to play six notes in three beats, the seventh beat in a new bar. i keep playing it all in one go, much to my frustration, and prolli val's too.

speaking of music, the song i've left on repeat [weeeek] is really awesome. nishikido's voice is...quite good. even if he looks like that tachibana keita, he's different. why? since he's a sexy osaka man :DDD jkjkjkjkish, but akanishi's still the most sexy. bakanishi love <3>

their personalities, i hear, arn't bad either. massu's smile is so bright, it makes me want to smile just as brightly. my inspiration maybe? hahahaha. though from what i've heard, i'd never like to catch nishikido ryo on a bad day. but i'd certainly like to meet YAMASHITA PINK. it'd also be nice to go eat ramen with kouyama. ^^

ooh, in science today though, it was also kinda boring sheet, but i'm on top of all my work, thankfully. its boring since no one's really in my class this year. so not fair that joycie and erynny have like, everyone in their class. but at least i have a tank full of fish in my class. but the black fish seems to want to eat the group of what looks like the dried fish we get at spencer village when we order from the malaysian food shop. we did some kinf od reactive metals test today, and it wasn't so great. our metals were totally unreactive :[ we didn't do the pop test since no one in my group wanted to hold the test tube, and if i was the one to hold it, i'd most likely drop it before they even light the match.

I also talked to chia pau today at lunch, and i have to say that i'm surprised. her hamster is still alive!! oooh. and that her brother is wuzun's friend. i guess it shouldn't be too surprising since brunei is small, and even my dear dear cousin has met him. oh. and both have been to his house. i'd like to meet him next trip to brunei. i'd bring back his autograph and stick it on my room wall along with any posters i bring back. ^^

sose wasn't too bad, and i'm nearly done with research for the korean war. it wasn't really really long, but so much happened, and i don't want to write any more! but i have cindy to thank for my happy mood, since she so-very-kindly lent me her phone so i could call my mum and tell her not to pick me up. instead, i took the bus home with eryn after using the library computers for......research. yeah, research. --shifty eyes--

and on the bus home, we saw andrew leau from primary school! and the two lil' bros as well. james is soooo cute. ahaha. but i think they changed primary schools, cause it certainly didn't look like the winthrop uniform i remember. and james' bag was HUGE. its like child labour. so not fair for him. and hes just soooooo cute. maybe not as cute as rania though. she's the cutest human alive. seriously.

then i got home, played tetris on my blog before taking a shower, complaining about being hungry, eating then reading more fanfictions off livejournal. theres this one author with really good fictions, but i wont link, since the people who read my blog probably don't want to read shounen-ai, no matter how light. hehe. i'm now a supporter of nishikido and tegonyan. <3<3

we talked about interesting things at school today, but i can't exactly remember what we talked about. the purpose of my blog is once again defeated, since my memory still sucks sheet. i can remember gossiping about the things we hate, eg. the girl who ate all her friends. LOL. ahahaa, i love my life so much.

CONCLUSION: I should try to remember more.

symphonic words ;;

2008-03-10T21:31:00.000+09:00

Mood: hotttt @w@
Music: one day one dream -- Tackey & Tsubasa
Day's Addiction: YamaPi

Breakfast: Fried rice
Recess: None
Lunch: Fried rice
Dinner: Clay pot, tofu, rice

honestly, i wonder how long i'm going to use this before it turns out as the latest sashalim.com maybe i should count the days or something, make it some kind of challenge that if i make it to a certain amount of days, i get a reward. thing is, iono what the reward would be, and it'd kinda be like giving myself something for no real reason. and if i think of it like that, it feels somewhat lonely.

speaking of which, i had piano today :] and i practised, and i got most of the notes right too. i'm so proud of myself that i could cry, but i wont since i don't feel like crying. oh no no no no no no no.. i wouldn't cry over something so silly, i'm not that weird. i think.

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg today in sose, i couldn't concentrate at alllllll~ even though i never really concentrate anyway, according to eryn. but today was diff cause last week it was because i kept thinking of akanishi jin, who is my addiction. but today it was like...yamapi. i think it was because i kept watching the weeeek pv last night. good times, good times.

its sooooo hot today. or it was. because it's currently tonight. or something, right? riiiiight. so then, it was reaaaaaaally hot, but maths was srsly cold this morning since we sit under the aircon. i haven't done my math homework either, so i'll do that after this. i will. i really will. or my engrish homework, so i'll do that after my math homework.

takki's voice is rlly hawt, and tsubasa's as well. deep, but somehow full of happiness. they make me :] oooooh, and eryn and joyce and me were talking today, and don't you just hate it when suddenly you want to say something, but you just forget what you wanted to say? its like OMG I WANT TO SAY....oh sht, what was it? like that. rlly frustrating, and its like you can never remember.

talking about remembering, i wonder where my keys and bus card are. i have a spare key, but i'll need a new card sooner or later. depressing, much. but its okay. i still have coins, and that'll get me by, probably. but after writing about all this, i've suddenly lost my will to do my homework, even though i haven't even touched it. aiyooo...what to do..

also in sose today, i told the teacher about the 'letters from iwo jima' movie, because it has something to do with ww2. the best part is, if we do watch it, nino's one of the main actors. YES. nino made it to the big screen. i'm so proud of him. hes so cute. but jin's sexy as. no one can beat jin in terms of sexiness. no one. NO ONE. NO 1. see? he's number one. ^^

Oh, even with the poll at the bottom of the page, the real reason i made this blog was so that i could stop forgetting eveything that happens to me. its really depressing when valree brings up something from year 2, and i'm the only one who doesn't remember it. really depressing. -emo corner-

ANNNNNNNNNYWAY. Conclusion of my day: Try to forget less things.

and yes, i did have a lot of rice today.